laurenvoldo

-Steps out from behind the couch- Er, Hiii. Well i can explaiin, if not badly, but i can explain why iv been absent for...a year and a half... So here it goes.. 1.GCSE'S. Studying like crazy and thank fully it paid off. A in english for being a sarcastic lady ;) 2. A-levels have started and ohmygod, dead. 3. I havnt been motivated. You see i discovered how much fun parties were and bars and well..im an alcoholic and have been at the AA. Nah thats a lie, i just have not been motivated for a while :/ i havnt read twilight in about 4 months and i dont want to take my foundation of writting off the films because they just dont meet the crit

Alright,I am completely disgusted that my last update for broken doll was 2 months ago so ive went running back to it screaming sorry. Um, im debating whether to close it off quickly or keep it going for about 6 more chapters(minumim). So this is where i need help. Would you like it to be confronted quickly where Renesmees attack came from? or have it drawn out a little because, somebody from Breaking Dawns battle confrontation has something to do with it and i think im going to bring them back into the written picture. A face to face confrotnation with Bella or Edward? Im being indecisive about it all, there so many ways to take it. I

Its effects loyal to me, Easing pain on my heart that you burn, Lights off, Life black, If you werent here you cant come back, I love until the liqour leaves, then fall apart inside me, theres no one to need me, Eyes blind, Ears deaf, Tongues unwind, The truths drunk, You see it, i feel it, drown the last drop The last ciggerttes lit Burning away the night I close my starry eyes, I'll love you untill you leave, Its effects loyal to me, Easing pain on my heart that you burn, Lights off, Life black, If you werent here you cant come back